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I'm too much of a liability!!!

Last week I experienced something horrifying and made me panic. It was a situation where my best friend was in trouble and I couldn't do anything to help him. I felt so helpless and useless to... my buddy was in the freezing cold river, hanging on to the side of a pier wall, below and back under me, as I layed on my stomach trying to reach him. The design of the new pier the city is putting in is so unsafe and retarded! It now sticks out, way over the original shore wall, making it impossible to drop a lifeline down to my scared freezing screaming cat! If it was a human it could be the same story, he just couldn't reach it without letting go of the brace on the old wall. I'm still so shook up about it. That stupid ledge, or their stupid concrete walk way sticks way out over the water and he was on this ledge or top of a brace of an older steel wall like half corrugated thing. They set this huge thick concrete slab shit on top of, he couldn't get up and I couldn't re...

BANNED - for trying to talk about suicide and bring awareness to everyone who DOESN'T KNOW SHIT!

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THEY REMOVE MY VIDEO BECAUSE I "SPOKE" ABOUT TRUTH IN OTHER THINGS - NOT BECAUSE I SPOKE ABOUT THE OPTIONS OF SUICIDE!!!!  NO, remember the two videos I posted SCREAMING & BITCHING LOUDLY AT GOD ? - Those two YouTube left up but made them 18 or over. But they were OK with leaving them viewable! (I decided to make them unlisted! I did!). But Now, EVEN WITH THE TITLE SAYING I CHANGED MY MIND, and I DID NOT HOLLER OR YELL IN THIS 3RD ON EITHER! I didn't show ANY images like YOUTUBES POLICY STATES, and THEIR WARNING SAYS! NOTHING TO BLUR OUT!!!! So I appealed it! They said they will review it again and give me an email within 72 HOURS; it took less then 5 minutes!!!!!!!!!!! Guess What? The video is over 30 minutes long! In less than 5 they DENIED my appeal ! Can anyone explain to me how they can WATCH and LISTEN to a 30+ minute long video in less than 5 minutes? I'm having trouble understanding this. BUT, I know why they di...