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THIS IS HOW I FEEL TODAY!!!

THIS IS JUST A START  I want you to know my mind is shot...... I have a TBI and I can't control it and the headaches are too much for me to handle, and I can't get any assistance in this state I live in the government been nothing but ASSHOLES to me, and I should have been a millionaire by now with the injuries I have, from work place incident from 5 years ago when I had that concussion. But I can't get a God damn dime from them or my gov and I can't work anymore so they take away even more benefits. It's been so cold here all week and I'm living in the truck with my 2 cats ( were my emotional support animals but I can't keep them, I almost hurt them today) and because I won't part with my cats they refuse to let me stay at ANY of the homeless shelters in town. I broke down and my truck also now has no brakes, it's all junk and not worth fixing. It's been below zero So I went to a motel and over drafted my checking account over$500 and now I hav...

BANNED - for trying to talk about suicide and bring awareness to everyone who DOESN'T KNOW SHIT!

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THEY REMOVE MY VIDEO BECAUSE I "SPOKE" ABOUT TRUTH IN OTHER THINGS - NOT BECAUSE I SPOKE ABOUT THE OPTIONS OF SUICIDE!!!!  NO, remember the two videos I posted SCREAMING & BITCHING LOUDLY AT GOD ? - Those two YouTube left up but made them 18 or over. But they were OK with leaving them viewable! (I decided to make them unlisted! I did!). But Now, EVEN WITH THE TITLE SAYING I CHANGED MY MIND, and I DID NOT HOLLER OR YELL IN THIS 3RD ON EITHER! I didn't show ANY images like YOUTUBES POLICY STATES, and THEIR WARNING SAYS! NOTHING TO BLUR OUT!!!! So I appealed it! They said they will review it again and give me an email within 72 HOURS; it took less then 5 minutes!!!!!!!!!!! Guess What? The video is over 30 minutes long! In less than 5 they DENIED my appeal ! Can anyone explain to me how they can WATCH and LISTEN to a 30+ minute long video in less than 5 minutes? I'm having trouble understanding this. BUT, I know why they di...