HAVE YOU LOST EVERYTHING?
I GOTTA SHARE THIS!
Everyone needs to hear this!
I believe you. Yours was the first comment I read, and it was as if I was reading a comment about my own life, and I know I never watched this video before, or even 'was' subscribed, but I seriously had to look at WHO LEFT THIS comment, to verify for myself it wasn't something I wrote.
I believe paths cross,,,
Like finding out that I'm not the only one... that I'm not alone in this storm.
Just like coming ACROSS this very video, from a man I don't even know, that had me at every word spoke, even backing up many times at different spots, not because I didn't hear it or understand him no, it was because I was amazed at his perspective, and how everything he said, has, and is happening again these last few years but it's more compounded now than ever!!!
I can put everything he explained side by side with my life span, it lines up PERFECTLY!
The way he talks even just got to me, straight to the heart n soul, and I know beyond a shadow of doubt that God put this Infront of me, and it's enforced my faith to not give up today, or tomorrow, and it supports many of my own personal theories of WHY these things keep happening to me.
I've lost everything multiple times, and yet I burn on n on, fighting for what's right & true, it caused even nieces and nephews, which is about all I have left of my once awesome and close family (and all of their kids to) , besides one sister left, to all alienate me like an outcast many years ago to and friends etc. Lately again I lost my job I just started at a retail department store as an assistant manager (oh moving up in the world huh?), but since I complained about fire doors & exstingwishers being hidden behind floor displays and other "employee theft's & money being miscounted on a daily basis, the corporate district manager decided to fire me instead. My boss had started making my life a living hell... because I'm a Christian and she's an open sadist, (even wanted and got her phone number to end in 666. She even did the sizzling sounds of her flesh burning when I, or anyone, handed her a Bible verse pamphlet it was that crazy. I just blew it off, until she said, "it's obvious we are NOT going to be able to work together".
Right now I'm still homeless (again) living in a rotting old camper trailer at an old "rustic" campground until winter hits and then it's back in my old rotting out truck that is ready to break down any day,,, and still with no heat since last November when it stopped working when me and my cat were living in it. But I have 12 other battles I'm fighting now, all at the same time, so-called legal stuff & fake bad credit ratings now; just before I got fired I tried but couldn't even buy a better car/SUV (to live in this winter) for $7,000 (2015 Lincoln MKX?) because get this, the financing guy finds out I'm actually homeless because the address I gave them came back invalid he said it's a commercial property so I had to tell him, I'm homeless, he starts laughing at me and then says, "We can't sell a car to a homeless guy!) And this was when I was still employed making good money at $17 /hr!!! Now my credit it worse than ever with that dealership sending me through a whole bunch of different banks, all dening me, ruined my 500 credit score.
It's been getting me down to say the least but this video helped me SEE THE LIGHT,The TRUE LIGHT, the kind that expose's all the bad & evil things done to me, that..... I just kept turning my back on.
I made a video this morning, ended up almost an hour long! It included so much of what this man is saying here.
PEOPLE, you don't need to believe me but you DO NEED to believe in GOD'S WORD and the POWER of PRAYER, and the POWER OF GODS LOVE through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!
Amen!
I reposted this today, guess I left it in the same thread as that other person's who got 565 thumbs ups! I got none... Probably because mine is STILL HAPPENING and people want to stay clear of me. They are probably all rich and don't want to loose their $300,000 homes & $60,000 pickup trucks by even giving me a thumbs up 😑.
Maybe,
...it's because I'm a wretched beat down piece of crap homeless guy who has been living in his old rotting leaking & black mold infested 1984 camper trailer I paid $1,500 for or 6 years ago and drive a $300 rusted out mechanically failing Dakota that I'll be living in, again this winter when the campground closes. I can't hold a job anymore because of either my disability OR my faith/religion as it seems was the last reason as my boss was a sadist, and made my life a living hell, trying to make me quit . And no one anywhere can help me, because I'm over 50, still single with no kids/family, and not an immigrant or "of color" (what ever the hell that means) and im not a woman they said. They even took the food-share & healthcare away as soon as I went back to work this spring as a high school janitor because they said that my hourly rate would come up to 32,000 a year.... even after arguing that SCHOOL CLOSES over the summer months and I won't be working the 30 hours a week! Nope... They took it all away anyway, while I'm still homeless yet, paying seasonal lot rent at the campground and storage bills for the rest of my "home" and trying to save up for a security deposit and rent for a REAL apartment, plus utilities and heat, gas, PLUS school loans ( that I never got to finish because of Covid), and trying to save up to either fix all my truck's mechanical issues (just to make it safe to drive at least) or buy a different cheap one, PLUS NOW pay for nine different medications, some being $100 each? Besides all this, my camper don't even have running water, I have access to a stinky dirty outhouse though, THANK GOD, and I have to drive an hour one way just to take a shower when I want one. I was heating water up in the micro wave to wash my hair for awhile until the microwave stopped heating anything including food. These hot summer days I just use the water hose outside, it's cold but feels nice if it's during the day. I'm not even sure why my cat sticks around with me... I leave the door open all day but he sticks around here, I love the little feller, but, he was literally sent by God to protect me from my own self - and that's no lie either.
I've been telling parts of my long life story here n there all over and no one really cares or helps me with anything and this video made me think a lot!!! I've been trying to make a point to watch it again once every day now, as a reminder, as like the gospel of John. It made sense to me then, WHY not a SOUL even here, on my other comments, won't even reply or like. Probably WAY TOO MUCH TO READ for ANYONE, and I get it, I know, I just had enough to, that's why I stopped "preaching" the word of God for anyone who was interested many years ago!
I gave up. But I've come to terms with the Lord some years ago when my life started getting a little better, I believe in HIM now more than ever, even though it seems like He now hates me,,, now, more than ever, I'll never deny my faith.
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