Was it Reality or a Dream? Realistic vs. Fantasy?

I'm being ignored by everyone and I don't know who to turn to. I've been screwed over my entire life because I'm disabled "with a learning disability" as this STATE labeled me from 1st grade and I was "held-back" all the way to highschool graduation and was NOT ALLOWED to take classes like "debate class" and high-end science classes or others that I asked about because I was a "retard". Yet I was "brilliant in art & design". But I'm currently homeless because I keep getting screwed over by RICH PEOPLE with more money, because I was only a security guard or a janitor!!! and now Im suffering from among many things, a very bad concussion that left permanent brain damage from a workers comp case 5 years ago where I saved a woman getting beat up at work while I was on duty, only to get fired wrongfully a lawyer said, plus with the TBI and pain etc I'm looking at multi million $ settlement but yet I am not being treated, not even when I got ANOTHER BAD connection last winter at a homeless shelter getting attacked by a crazy insane guy who got fined for assault & battery against me but the ER hospital sent me straight back out into the cold because I "was homeless" they said, I was just looking for a warm bed that cold January afternoon even though I had blurred vision & loss of balance and more, and their paperwork states ANY (OTHER) patient has to be monitored for 24 hours at least (my doc had sent me there!). I won't be homeless if I wasn't screwed out of a VERY affordable home, that I found cheap, that some RICH GUY paid off the people that paid off the appraiser and the bank, the realtor ( who was not mine; mine had got sick with Covid at that time!) They ALL screwed me out of a $75,000 for sale property because it was worth WAY over $300,000 and to this day, they still have my down payment/Ernest money because even after all their threats I would not sign off my accepted offer. I have so much to say about work, and now getting fired AGAIN that no one cares because"im a retard" and I don't have rights!!! I just recently found out my lawyer is nowhere to be found for my old workers comp case, and the Travelers Insurance group guy is giving me the run around when I call him telling me he's n"o longer in workmen's comp" over & over, gave me the number for an automated message selling a medical alart device but no other options, but it does have an adult chat line option!!! I called Travelers direct from their website and they told me that he (that agent ) closed my case back in 2019. When I asked where the settlement went they won't talk!

I keep calling the guy back and he refuses to speak to me . My lawyer Shawn Thao out of Appleton & Green Bay has ignored me for the last five years!!! Now I can't even find him and he won't return my calls or emails. I have pinched nerves and bay lakes consortium took away ALL my health care I started getting last year for the damage when 1st started working again this spring as a high school janitor (because they said I MIGHT may 32,000 by the end of the year!!! Even though I was and still am homeless living at a campground,,, have a lot of things to try and save for, inclua better vehicle that I can't even get a loan for, so I had to cancel all my neurology appointments and I have pinched nerves in my neck and a fusing neck from whiplash from the workman's comp, that I'm not being treated for, and the pain is so bad it's driving me insane. The governor Tony Evans knows... Been calling him, leaving messages for 6 weeks but HE don't care... Because I know TOO MUCH, I SCREAMED at him on the phone, still nothing... You see, I suffer from migraines from the health issues I'm not being treated for... PLUS I have ALWAYS HAD a severe mental health problem that NO ONE seems to want to address. I was just recently retested this spring by a Nero Phycologist who told me I was miss-diagnosed!!! I don't have a learning disability, I have ADHD and by the way I'm AUTISTIC... I told her I had been studying about the Autism stuff already and it makes sense she says about what I told with my doodles and drawing in classes I wasn't interested in etc. For one class I never was interested in back THEN was politics, and government. But now I wish I was where YOU ARE MIKE!

 I had a very good, close friend named Mike Curtis Ayars. He died 3 years ago, he was a "Left - Behind War Vet & Hero":who drank himself to death Feb 19 2020 he was 3 years younger than me. That guy knows so much, taught me so much, and I remembered your name because he use to talk about "your office": calling certain people just to talk about current events or whatever. Today I thought I'd look you up, because I can't get alone to help me to even get disability, into one returns my calls anymore not even the Brown county age disability resource center because I'm too much a bother an like I said, just a homeless piece of shit bum to everyone else that turned into an animal. Yet, at one time I was a mechanical concept designer for Oshkosh Truck Corp. and Designed Military Truck chassis systems, cads, fuel tanks, armor systems, trailers, and lead on the new design & incorporated of the new load-handeling- system for the electric hi-bred truck (the Pro-Pulse) before multiple waushara county (officials) plus many others made my life so hard that I got fired for going on antidepressants that caused drowsiness and my "head nodded off in a meeting " was their excuse for firing me,. I never was able to get another engineering job ever again after that! Because of what THEY DID, and yet THEY are all still doing great, and I have a rotted out camper trailer from 1984 with black mold, no running water, or heat, I have $800 left in money now again because I got fired. I complained about fire extinguishes and doors being blocked, so family dollar district manager fired me! I have a 2003 Dakota that's hardly holding together, with no working heat that I'm going to have to try to live in AGAIN this winter with my cat, because there is no help for a single old white male with no kids. Last year the free clinic took my cat away (to give back in spring) so I could go stay at saint johns the homeless shelter (where I got beat up last winter!!!) So no, I'm not being separated from my emotional support therapist (animal) THIS WINTER even if we gotta stay in Walmart parking lot like we were. What I'm saying is I shouldn't have to live like this, why doesn't anyone help people? Why can't a retarded person have rights to, and benefits and a nice house or even get a workers comp settlement?