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What Does True GOD Mean?

@lisasmith2103 Truth is like REAL, not man made religions or man made idols... Like demonic/democratic run Hollywood ellights makes and brainwashes people into worshipping, or "denominations" of so many different versions of man-made-up ways to worship "their god" in their building who are all in competition with each other, to collect as much money from as many people as possible. "True God" is the ONE & ONLY GOD, the ONE, the God who Created you (unless your not from His flock, in which case He will STILL accept you as a Foster child if you ask Him. He came to this Earth being born of flesh to speak His Own Word with His Own mouth, so believe could believe, and be saved. His name that was given Him was Jesus and he was known as "The Christ" . He is the Way, the Truth, and only HE can save you, if you believe in Him, God, who is The Holy Spirit, ( our Lord & Savior!) You can invite it into your soul to process for eternity. But you need...

Was it Reality or a Dream? Realistic vs. Fantasy?

I'm being ignored by everyone and I don't know who to turn to. I've been screwed over my entire life because I'm disabled "with a learning disability" as this STATE labeled me from 1st grade and I was "held-back" all the way to highschool graduation and was NOT ALLOWED to take classes like "debate class" and high-end science classes or others that I asked about because I was a "retard". Yet I was "brilliant in art & design". But I'm currently homeless because I keep getting screwed over by RICH PEOPLE with more money, because I was only a security guard or a janitor!!! and now Im suffering from among many things, a very bad concussion that left permanent brain damage from a workers comp case 5 years ago where I saved a woman getting beat up at work while I was on duty, only to get fired wrongfully a lawyer said, plus with the TBI and pain etc I'm looking at multi million $ settlement but yet I am not being tr...

Last Year & The Year Before. Old and new writings.

Ya, it's like one of the hardest things ive ever had to do, is finally to break down and ask for help. I'd rather do it myself, for anything, but when i feel too battered and torn to even wave around anymore, like, i become/became a breathing corpse, just sitting there. hating the mere thought to do ANYTHING!. Ive been going to see these agencies that 'help' people, and some are truly amazing, others are, "can i go home now?"... id been having a lot of issues with my health and my healthcare provider not addressing any of my issues, but some of that might be changing soon, as a lot of things are going to be "changing", including my phone service who was raping me and getting no help from them when i needed my phone replaced. Someone told me about Patreon and i did create an account, i had no way, up till recently to even add anything to it, i just need to build it up first, before i can ask anyone to "support" it. It's a good idea, and...

What I could of had vs what they Took from me.

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I've been homeless for over a year now... I gave up my very affordable apartment because I was buying a very affordable "home"... that I got screwed out of because some rich guy wanted it and to this day they still have my down payment because I refused to sign off on my accepted offer of $73,000  Nope, someone stole it from me, because they knew to that the 46' x 46' ATTATCHED Auto Repair shop, with a working car hoist, all insulated, heated, windows, electrical - needed nothing - plus the 3 bedroom house had a store front !!! I COULD OF HAD MY HOBBY SHOP/ART GALLERY!!! But what was ready crazy is the .89 acres of perfect flatland (with huge mature trees all along one edge,) alone, just the lot alone, zoned commercial, two properties from the biggest main intersection in the town,,, where there was a gas station/convenience store... Across from a really cool bar, and kiddy corner from the super club, it was an easy$300,000 without the buildings (plus...

Jesus said You Must Enter Heaven as a Little Child

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 And I suppose you're right about caring about people, I see people with disabilities and I sorta cry inside, hard to explain. This morning going into the library I watch the day care people tootin along crossing the street with a train of tiny humans all hitched together,, and a full sized one for the caboose. I had to stop and watch, then my eyes got wet. The little train turned my way so I stopped at the doors to watch them go past, but they turned again to come into the library, so I opened the door to let the the little train past though, and I made the sounds, the steam engine, the tootin, and then the clicky- clack sounds of the wheels and the little kids got such a kick out of that, laughing and most all said hello to me as they past by. After it was clear, and I could let the door close, i could finally let go of the tears that were pushing so hard against my eyeballs.  i was thinking those are our people of the future, our politicians and lawmakers and maybe even ...

BANNED - for trying to talk about suicide and bring awareness to everyone who DOESN'T KNOW SHIT!

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THEY REMOVE MY VIDEO BECAUSE I "SPOKE" ABOUT TRUTH IN OTHER THINGS - NOT BECAUSE I SPOKE ABOUT THE OPTIONS OF SUICIDE!!!!  NO, remember the two videos I posted SCREAMING & BITCHING LOUDLY AT GOD ? - Those two YouTube left up but made them 18 or over. But they were OK with leaving them viewable! (I decided to make them unlisted! I did!). But Now, EVEN WITH THE TITLE SAYING I CHANGED MY MIND, and I DID NOT HOLLER OR YELL IN THIS 3RD ON EITHER! I didn't show ANY images like YOUTUBES POLICY STATES, and THEIR WARNING SAYS! NOTHING TO BLUR OUT!!!! So I appealed it! They said they will review it again and give me an email within 72 HOURS; it took less then 5 minutes!!!!!!!!!!! Guess What? The video is over 30 minutes long! In less than 5 they DENIED my appeal ! Can anyone explain to me how they can WATCH and LISTEN to a 30+ minute long video in less than 5 minutes? I'm having trouble understanding this. BUT, I know why they di...

WOW, A MILE STONE for me! An INCH STONE to the "BIG CHANNELS"

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HEY! THIS IS A MILE STONE!  MY FIST VIDEO TO HIT 10K!  Posted January 22, 2020. Only a Four Year Old! AND get this; it's my First Ever CHOP JOB! I just wanted to share that with the "younger or newer" channels who might be wondering how long does it take to gain subs & grow views, and what it takes. LOL it takes time, consistency, dedication, imagination, and a fraction of your heart & soul, ..,,..,,.. but Do Not Be Discouraged young creator! No matter your age, sex, race, color, height, weight, width ,. Or depth, If You Can Build Models & Miniatures, You can build a really cool and interesting channel ! ! ! You Might be holding back a very Special Gift that the world has never seen yet! SO DO IT! DON'T BE AFRAID TO TRY IT! If one thing don't work for you try something else, not the same thing (ESPECIALLY like everyone else: that's the most boring there is!) And, if that something didn't work out like you planned or hoped, do N...